i am finished...
Friday, June 30, 2006
Hey!
My paper is considered finished le (gonna just slack around for these few days)...
At the same time, I AM FINISHED le too....
I supposed i did study for block test 2, but i think i will still do just as bad as the last time...
Look at it this way. Consider the fact that i only studied for BIO and CHEM during the holidays.
1 week is spent on bio and effectively 2 days is dedicated to my chem. That means i was hoping that i will have some improvements in my bio and chem while i sort of give up on maths and physics and leave them to God.
But Then,
The Chem paper turns out to be a real killer. I totally skipped the chapter of periodicity and in the end so many marks are set on the topic. I don't even know how to do the electrochem question. Too stunned to do the rest of the question i guess. Oh ya then i din read the part to explain the chemistry of the reactions, i merely identified the organic compounds that's all.
Secondly, i feel i'm rather stupid to study so much for bio when i should have expected that no matter how much i study, i will STILL FAIL. And the thing is i spent a lot of my time trying to understand the later topics, photosynthesis, respiration, the kidney, liver, and nervous system. In the end, they tested on DNA, biochemistry and genetics... So that's another go-down-the-drain effort to try to improve my bio.
AND worse still, i left around one whole essay question blank and that accounts for at least 20m gone.
I seriously wonder who managed to finish the entire physics paper?
My paper is considered finished le (gonna just slack around for these few days)...
At the same time, I AM FINISHED le too....
I supposed i did study for block test 2, but i think i will still do just as bad as the last time...
Look at it this way. Consider the fact that i only studied for BIO and CHEM during the holidays.
1 week is spent on bio and effectively 2 days is dedicated to my chem. That means i was hoping that i will have some improvements in my bio and chem while i sort of give up on maths and physics and leave them to God.
But Then,
The Chem paper turns out to be a real killer. I totally skipped the chapter of periodicity and in the end so many marks are set on the topic. I don't even know how to do the electrochem question. Too stunned to do the rest of the question i guess. Oh ya then i din read the part to explain the chemistry of the reactions, i merely identified the organic compounds that's all.
Secondly, i feel i'm rather stupid to study so much for bio when i should have expected that no matter how much i study, i will STILL FAIL. And the thing is i spent a lot of my time trying to understand the later topics, photosynthesis, respiration, the kidney, liver, and nervous system. In the end, they tested on DNA, biochemistry and genetics... So that's another go-down-the-drain effort to try to improve my bio.
AND worse still, i left around one whole essay question blank and that accounts for at least 20m gone.
I seriously wonder who managed to finish the entire physics paper?
Anonymous unwound the clock to 12:29 PM
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yay.. can be considered the end of the exams liao.. 3 days to study for physics paper 3.. f maths
and physics were horrible.. there were stuff i should know but i didn't think they would ask us to
derive it.. i only know the formula.. and other weird stuff that didn't make sense to me.. anw it's
over.. all i can say for physics is it's one of the hardest one i've ever done in my whole life.. towards
the end of the paper i was like giving up already and just looking forward to the end of the paper..
though i needed a bit more time for some last minute calculation as a desperate attempt to gain
more marks.. esp when i think i'm on the right track.. and i realise something really annoying.. my
sis did that stupid data analysis qn before.. the one about the mediterranean sea and dead sea..
haix.. what a pity.. i should have looked through her file before the exam.. but i almost couldn't
finish revising my own stuff!! oh well who cares? it's over already..
the physics paper 1 was quite interesting.. they added four qn about the world cup.. like have you
been following the world cup? to what extent etc.. do you think it will affect your results, your
prelim and a level results? but by a level world cup is long long over.. how would it affect?
and ever since i move back to my house i've been waking up at 9, 10 plus.. think my body clock is
used to waking up late liao.. these few days i wanted to sleep earlier so i won't be too tired and
careless during exams, but i couldn't sleep.. in the end no matter what time i sleep, it's always till
around 12.30 am then starting to fall asleep.. so in the end i'm just wasting time on my bed trying to
fall asleep for an hour or so..
i think as usual my results will be horrible, considering the extent that i screwed up my paper to..
but i'll still hope for a miracle..
and physics were horrible.. there were stuff i should know but i didn't think they would ask us to
derive it.. i only know the formula.. and other weird stuff that didn't make sense to me.. anw it's
over.. all i can say for physics is it's one of the hardest one i've ever done in my whole life.. towards
the end of the paper i was like giving up already and just looking forward to the end of the paper..
though i needed a bit more time for some last minute calculation as a desperate attempt to gain
more marks.. esp when i think i'm on the right track.. and i realise something really annoying.. my
sis did that stupid data analysis qn before.. the one about the mediterranean sea and dead sea..
haix.. what a pity.. i should have looked through her file before the exam.. but i almost couldn't
finish revising my own stuff!! oh well who cares? it's over already..
the physics paper 1 was quite interesting.. they added four qn about the world cup.. like have you
been following the world cup? to what extent etc.. do you think it will affect your results, your
prelim and a level results? but by a level world cup is long long over.. how would it affect?
and ever since i move back to my house i've been waking up at 9, 10 plus.. think my body clock is
used to waking up late liao.. these few days i wanted to sleep earlier so i won't be too tired and
careless during exams, but i couldn't sleep.. in the end no matter what time i sleep, it's always till
around 12.30 am then starting to fall asleep.. so in the end i'm just wasting time on my bed trying to
fall asleep for an hour or so..
i think as usual my results will be horrible, considering the extent that i screwed up my paper to..
but i'll still hope for a miracle..
StarNightDolphin unwound the clock to 10:29 AM
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Wednesday, June 28, 2006
okie i just screwed up my maths paper.. the one which i am supposed to be best at.. now i'm lousy at everything.. oh well there's nothing i can do about it now anw.. better conc on fm and physics tml.. like stupid complex numbers.. why can't they be simpler? yah i know they're supposed to be complex but what for?
anw as i was saying, i think my parents are very bored at home now.. my dad was throwing nutrition pills and stuff into the fish tank.. i heard he threw an earthworm in yesterday.. it was white but i thought earthworms were brown? he pound them(the pills, not the earthworm) into powder and threw them in.. he said he's giving them nutritions.. but afterwards he said the 'earthworm' is only a string..
yay.. i can play monopoly this sunday!! this sunday having a bbq at my house for my grandfather's bday.. then my cousin bringing it over.. !! i love monopoly!! and bridge!!
anw as i was saying, i think my parents are very bored at home now.. my dad was throwing nutrition pills and stuff into the fish tank.. i heard he threw an earthworm in yesterday.. it was white but i thought earthworms were brown? he pound them(the pills, not the earthworm) into powder and threw them in.. he said he's giving them nutritions.. but afterwards he said the 'earthworm' is only a string..
yay.. i can play monopoly this sunday!! this sunday having a bbq at my house for my grandfather's bday.. then my cousin bringing it over.. !! i love monopoly!! and bridge!!
StarNightDolphin unwound the clock to 4:51 PM
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Sunday, June 25, 2006
erm first of all sorry xy.. i know u were quite mad that time.. it's not that i don't trust you that u won't post it online but we probably juz didn't like the idea that something so horrible actually existed.. erm does this make sense? sorry..
but mel is really ingenious to break the password.. i guess she understands you more.. haha.. i keep believing those 2 "clues" you gave me.. which were all wrong..
oh and mel don't worry.. i'll make sure both of us forget about my profits.. and losses.. considering that now i'm the one owing you money.. haha.. unless i win again and earn back my losses..
don't know how to get along with people sometimes.. or rather how to help them.. as in i don't know how to comfort them when they're sad.. if i say something quite compliant it doesn't help and might make them feel worse.. "easy for you to say since you're not the one in the situation.." they might think.. but if i don't say anything will you feel like no one cares?
haix.. tml block tests le.. wish me luck.. i seriously need it.. think i'm going to screw it up again.. looking forward to the end of the upcoming week..
another depression period is coming soon.. maybe around 2nd to 3rd week..
but mel is really ingenious to break the password.. i guess she understands you more.. haha.. i keep believing those 2 "clues" you gave me.. which were all wrong..
oh and mel don't worry.. i'll make sure both of us forget about my profits.. and losses.. considering that now i'm the one owing you money.. haha.. unless i win again and earn back my losses..
don't know how to get along with people sometimes.. or rather how to help them.. as in i don't know how to comfort them when they're sad.. if i say something quite compliant it doesn't help and might make them feel worse.. "easy for you to say since you're not the one in the situation.." they might think.. but if i don't say anything will you feel like no one cares?
haix.. tml block tests le.. wish me luck.. i seriously need it.. think i'm going to screw it up again.. looking forward to the end of the upcoming week..
another depression period is coming soon.. maybe around 2nd to 3rd week..
StarNightDolphin unwound the clock to 8:58 AM
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Photos???
Saturday, June 24, 2006
Regarding the phototaking incident at mac, i have posted my thoughts on my blog instead.
Cos i think it's rather personal...
my friends don't anyhow view my phone files one lah... I think u all are just too paranoid. and I can always upload to my comp then delete from phone. Haiz. haha =)
Cos i think it's rather personal...
my friends don't anyhow view my phone files one lah... I think u all are just too paranoid. and I can always upload to my comp then delete from phone. Haiz. haha =)
Anonymous unwound the clock to 8:58 AM
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Friday, June 23, 2006
had a wonderful time studying at mac with you guys. slacking, studying (pressumably), gossipping, watching soccer on tv, laughing, screaming (cos of the dead cockroach beside my feet). wow! we sure did a lot!
oh and hey xy, i HAVE to delete the photos, sorry. but it's just that it's not safe in our handphone cos your other friends may accidentally see it. i don't want that to happen! and i really did guess the password myself!
finally got the $21 in my hands. haha, sweet victory, thanks to korea republic! hope that they will win against switzerland today. beat them flat yeah? don't worry lah yj, i will share the profits with you next time (that's when we meet again which is probably a few months later? and hopefully you'll forget)
and oh yah, watched the singapore idol results show yest, ahh!! so sad, wanhua didn't manage to get in. but i guessed she must have really learnt a lot throughout this whole experience and enjoyed every moment of it.
still doing math. sian.
ps: i need strength to carry on till the a's.
oh and hey xy, i HAVE to delete the photos, sorry. but it's just that it's not safe in our handphone cos your other friends may accidentally see it. i don't want that to happen! and i really did guess the password myself!
finally got the $21 in my hands. haha, sweet victory, thanks to korea republic! hope that they will win against switzerland today. beat them flat yeah? don't worry lah yj, i will share the profits with you next time (that's when we meet again which is probably a few months later? and hopefully you'll forget)
and oh yah, watched the singapore idol results show yest, ahh!! so sad, wanhua didn't manage to get in. but i guessed she must have really learnt a lot throughout this whole experience and enjoyed every moment of it.
still doing math. sian.
ps: i need strength to carry on till the a's.
mel unwound the clock to 1:01 PM
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My June 'Holiday'
Thursday, June 22, 2006
Haha You all are so efficient! Good work gals, keep it up =)
Seriously, i think i've wasted my june hols as well...
NONONO, more accurately said, i think i've USED up a lot of my time on other activities rather than studying and mugging, but i don't think all these were time-wasting.
Each different activity has its own lesson to be learnt and is a brand new experience for me. I've trully enjoyed myself a lot participating them. I might not score well for BT2 but i will be proud to say that my holiday was not wasted. I did study i guess, not like that june hols last year where i just totally slacked and gave up on everything. Maybe what i studied is not enough or fully prepared but i guess for now i just have to commit everything to God le.
Although i kept complaining that i've never had a proper holiday ever since i've stepped into JC, if i really just stayed and slept at home, i will complain even more. I will complain i did nothing but sleep. i will complain my hol was not eventful. i will STILL be complaining that i'm WASTING TIME. That's my character i guess, i like to go out and keep myself busy! I really don't want that kind of holiday i used to have in sec school. I only remembered going to town, shopping, going mel's house, lijuan's house, yuejia's shop... (the kind of things that we do most of the time, like any other day) No special events, no aquaintance with special people...
But these 2 years is really something that i can take with me in the future, something i can share with the rest, something i will always remember. And haven't u all realised that many of the wonderful experiences takes place during the hols? haha
From the 1st 3 months in SA, to switching to a new school, to going to Church, to Dancesport, to SRP/NRP, to joining Harmoc, then Director and SM Training Lessons for HuangCheng and the Attachment to SDT. And of course, getting involved in YC activities, signing up for Mumbai trip, joining HuangCheng and performing in Mnemosyne...
This Holiday is not an exception... A lot of exciting happenings are lined up for me. I really had a lot fun facilitating the kids during the lifeskills camp organised by my class. I was the concert IC together with Joanne. Then i really got very high running around, playing out the lame skit we have, cheering them on, and teaching them the chicken dance and songs. Maybe i'm the Xiao Hai Zi, so i like to play around with the other xiaohaizis.
Then got Harmoc Chalet (i think yuejia knows the feelings experienced from this).
And of course my Arts (church, metamorphosis) Camp and Cell retreat. It's heartening to see so many Christian stepping out in faith to serve the Lord and constantly praying for each other and our non-christian friends. And then at night we will share our testimonies and other things. I think everyone of us who went for the camp felt God's presence, and the Holy Spirit is in us. A lot of us just kneeled and cried during the last night session, including me. And of course not forgetting all those dance practices we had. Seriously, i think i will go and sign up for dance courses after A lvls. It's where my passion lies!
Now of course is back to the mugging period and jia you everyone! Then go shopping with me after block test hor...
Seriously, i think i've wasted my june hols as well...
NONONO, more accurately said, i think i've USED up a lot of my time on other activities rather than studying and mugging, but i don't think all these were time-wasting.
Each different activity has its own lesson to be learnt and is a brand new experience for me. I've trully enjoyed myself a lot participating them. I might not score well for BT2 but i will be proud to say that my holiday was not wasted. I did study i guess, not like that june hols last year where i just totally slacked and gave up on everything. Maybe what i studied is not enough or fully prepared but i guess for now i just have to commit everything to God le.
Although i kept complaining that i've never had a proper holiday ever since i've stepped into JC, if i really just stayed and slept at home, i will complain even more. I will complain i did nothing but sleep. i will complain my hol was not eventful. i will STILL be complaining that i'm WASTING TIME. That's my character i guess, i like to go out and keep myself busy! I really don't want that kind of holiday i used to have in sec school. I only remembered going to town, shopping, going mel's house, lijuan's house, yuejia's shop... (the kind of things that we do most of the time, like any other day) No special events, no aquaintance with special people...
But these 2 years is really something that i can take with me in the future, something i can share with the rest, something i will always remember. And haven't u all realised that many of the wonderful experiences takes place during the hols? haha
From the 1st 3 months in SA, to switching to a new school, to going to Church, to Dancesport, to SRP/NRP, to joining Harmoc, then Director and SM Training Lessons for HuangCheng and the Attachment to SDT. And of course, getting involved in YC activities, signing up for Mumbai trip, joining HuangCheng and performing in Mnemosyne...
This Holiday is not an exception... A lot of exciting happenings are lined up for me. I really had a lot fun facilitating the kids during the lifeskills camp organised by my class. I was the concert IC together with Joanne. Then i really got very high running around, playing out the lame skit we have, cheering them on, and teaching them the chicken dance and songs. Maybe i'm the Xiao Hai Zi, so i like to play around with the other xiaohaizis.
Then got Harmoc Chalet (i think yuejia knows the feelings experienced from this).
And of course my Arts (church, metamorphosis) Camp and Cell retreat. It's heartening to see so many Christian stepping out in faith to serve the Lord and constantly praying for each other and our non-christian friends. And then at night we will share our testimonies and other things. I think everyone of us who went for the camp felt God's presence, and the Holy Spirit is in us. A lot of us just kneeled and cried during the last night session, including me. And of course not forgetting all those dance practices we had. Seriously, i think i will go and sign up for dance courses after A lvls. It's where my passion lies!
Now of course is back to the mugging period and jia you everyone! Then go shopping with me after block test hor...
Anonymous unwound the clock to 10:14 PM
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Wednesday, June 21, 2006
hey.. my first personal blog.. sorry if i'm boring but hey, be glad that i'm even bothering to come post.. considering that my lousy internet connection.. i'm still using dial up and it's only max 40kbps though it should be able to go up to 56kbps.. and sometimes it can even go to 4.6kbps.. dunno what's going on.. haha.. and on average it disconnects whenever i press a link.. or even when i do nth.. what a nice com.. it's encouraging me to stop playing and go study.. which i seriously need to do too..
okie i've been slacking alot during the hols.. as usual.. but i was QUITE serious during the first wk.. then after the long break of harmoc chalet and malaysia trip... well let's just say that i wasn't as dilligent..
sth interesting this hols is world cup.. not that i'd chase aft every match.. but just curious abt the results.. haha.. or maybe i can say i was influenced by mel? but also like the idea of earning money without doing anything.. who wouldn't? it's just the possibility of losing that makes people hate betting.. and cos it's addictive..
and same case for me, i'm watching tv everyday.. sth which is quite rare for me cos my dad usually doesn't let me watch tv.. even during normal sch days, let alone near exam times.. he's been extremely lenient recently for some reason.. not that i mind but i think my results will probably make him ban tv from the house.. mel i think we can go nuts over lee dong jun together.. :)
btw mel i thought we're meeting tml.. not today.. and xy don't bother to delete that first entry lah.. it's quite interesting.. haha..
okie i've been slacking alot during the hols.. as usual.. but i was QUITE serious during the first wk.. then after the long break of harmoc chalet and malaysia trip... well let's just say that i wasn't as dilligent..
sth interesting this hols is world cup.. not that i'd chase aft every match.. but just curious abt the results.. haha.. or maybe i can say i was influenced by mel? but also like the idea of earning money without doing anything.. who wouldn't? it's just the possibility of losing that makes people hate betting.. and cos it's addictive..
and same case for me, i'm watching tv everyday.. sth which is quite rare for me cos my dad usually doesn't let me watch tv.. even during normal sch days, let alone near exam times.. he's been extremely lenient recently for some reason.. not that i mind but i think my results will probably make him ban tv from the house.. mel i think we can go nuts over lee dong jun together.. :)
btw mel i thought we're meeting tml.. not today.. and xy don't bother to delete that first entry lah.. it's quite interesting.. haha..
StarNightDolphin unwound the clock to 4:57 PM
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hye,this is my first online post so sorry if i'm going to bore you with this cos i'm not really sure what to write since censorship is so tight. well, this june holidays is going to be over soon. i don't think i did much during this holidays, that's why i think it has been a 'constructive' one cos i had much of a good rest. haha, ok i know, it's just an excuse for slacking my days away.
had a green club camp in the 1st week, celebrated my frens' birthdays at cine kbox (and i met alice at somerset!), had bio INTENSIVE remedial lessons, had a super full buffet lunch at downtown east, watching world cup and a single shopping spree. i think that was about all that i have done. quite free, but i really like this feeling. some people always like to make themselves so busy that they do not have time for themselves. i think the greatest pleasure is to just lie on my bed the whole day, and listen to the music non-stop. so sorry to my friends whose outings i have rejected, didn't mean it but i desperately need someone to drag me out of my nest.
i didn't expect myself to get addicted to the world cup. i was probably influenced by my bro and the fact that this is the best opportunity to earn money. the france vs korea match was just both exciting and depressing for me. exciting cos we (yj and me) won like $21 for guessing correctly that the match will be a draw and depressing cos my dad betted $*** that france will win. so in total, my family has a deficit of $1** just on soccer betting alone. gambling is bad ok.
well, besides watching soccer and getting my eyes sore the whole day, i'm also terribly addicted to korean dramas lately. well, maybe only to lee dong jun. he's like the korean version of lee hom. big eyes, presummably tall, and they can both sing. wow? isn't that great? how many guys nowadays still fit the bill? and xy, told you not to tell me the whole story, ahhh...
going out to study tommorrow with alice and yj... hope that it'll be a conducive one or we'll usually end up gossipping again. haha...
had a green club camp in the 1st week, celebrated my frens' birthdays at cine kbox (and i met alice at somerset!), had bio INTENSIVE remedial lessons, had a super full buffet lunch at downtown east, watching world cup and a single shopping spree. i think that was about all that i have done. quite free, but i really like this feeling. some people always like to make themselves so busy that they do not have time for themselves. i think the greatest pleasure is to just lie on my bed the whole day, and listen to the music non-stop. so sorry to my friends whose outings i have rejected, didn't mean it but i desperately need someone to drag me out of my nest.
i didn't expect myself to get addicted to the world cup. i was probably influenced by my bro and the fact that this is the best opportunity to earn money. the france vs korea match was just both exciting and depressing for me. exciting cos we (yj and me) won like $21 for guessing correctly that the match will be a draw and depressing cos my dad betted $*** that france will win. so in total, my family has a deficit of $1** just on soccer betting alone. gambling is bad ok.
well, besides watching soccer and getting my eyes sore the whole day, i'm also terribly addicted to korean dramas lately. well, maybe only to lee dong jun. he's like the korean version of lee hom. big eyes, presummably tall, and they can both sing. wow? isn't that great? how many guys nowadays still fit the bill? and xy, told you not to tell me the whole story, ahhh...
going out to study tommorrow with alice and yj... hope that it'll be a conducive one or we'll usually end up gossipping again. haha...
mel unwound the clock to 12:42 PM
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1st Entry
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
Since no one wants to create the first post... I will start the ball rolling then.
Anyway, i think our blog is very interesting leh. From a very very very simple and plain blog, it is transformed to... something like this! haha, credits have to go to quite a number of people of course, but i shall not mention any names.
Seriously, u all must update frequently okay? Make it the hottest blog on the chart!
I'm cant assure u all that, cos i'm having 4 blogs to my name to manage. haha...
Especially MELISSA! You haven't update the diary, how long do u want to keep it dear?
After u all posted, i shall delete this entry cos i seriously think it's very fei4.
Anyway, i think our blog is very interesting leh. From a very very very simple and plain blog, it is transformed to... something like this! haha, credits have to go to quite a number of people of course, but i shall not mention any names.
Seriously, u all must update frequently okay? Make it the hottest blog on the chart!
I'm cant assure u all that, cos i'm having 4 blogs to my name to manage. haha...
Especially MELISSA! You haven't update the diary, how long do u want to keep it dear?
After u all posted, i shall delete this entry cos i seriously think it's very fei4.
Anonymous unwound the clock to 12:50 PM
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