wow! can't believe it. i'm having such a great time slacking right after my bts, but i don't think i even did well. the bio and chem papers were difficult for me and i realised i have deproved so much since graduating from secondary school. hope the teachers won't scream after marking my papers. one thing which i can't stand most is how people always think i'm crazy if i think a paper is too hard or when i think i underperformed. it's quite frustrating at times. well don't think anyone will understand what i'm going through now, the mental torment within me is growing. it's just hard to explain this to anyone, even my close friends or even my parents.
haix, but that aside, i'm just going to enjoy this long weekend and start preparing for THE ACTUAL THING. i don't want to have any regrets, i mean, at least i have to try my best and the rest is really up to fate.
right after the exams, i went to plaza singapura with the class and had a super full lunch. i saw yinmay at music junction and she was shopping alone, haha(typical her). and then mel kho needed to buy some baby stuff (think she's... jking) and we started to play with children's toys. it was super childish but i guess it's good to return to the old childhood days once in a while. then it was two something and we had to rush back to school for the college day rehearsal but around five we left cos we had group tuition (cough*). and then when i reached the bus stop my mum messaged me and told me that we were going out to eat. so practically the whole day i was so pre-occupied with activities.
at night, when i finally had some individual time to spend with my bed, my bro's friends came to watch the germany vs argentina match. wow, i bet their screams can be heard five kilometres away from the living room. so in the end, i didn't have much sleep.
but nevertheless, i had to go on a compulsory shopping spree with alice, xy and zy. and it was super fun! trying on clothes, gossipping on the train with just an i-weekly magazine to share and helping xy choose a super bright top for her dance item. and i saw my dream bag. adidas sling. brown. $78.00. how many mac meals must i sacrifice in order to save that amount? 78/5 = 15.6. haix. mission impossible IV.
phew! finally, i'm beside my bed again. and this is also why i only had time to update the blog now. and why didn't you join us yj? hmphh.
ps: donations are for a good cause and every cent counts. but why is there a fixed minimum amount to how much you can donate?