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Saturday, July 08, 2006

yesterday was the most horrendous moment of my life. it was supposed to be a happy one. it really set me thinking if having a physical defect was really my fault. the whole matter was so blown up that even myself couldn't believe i actually broke down because of that. it was definitely not tears of sadness, it was just a feeling of unfairness surging within me. now, i'm just going to put all these unhappy things aside.

but i guess everything has its own reason to happen. it was meant for me to learn something out of it and grow to be a better person. well, at least i had a good laugh when mingfong and weiling took turns to spill coke and water into their bags, just right after watching 'just my luck'. well, it's true, just our luck.

in addition to all the misery (for this whole week), we got the class photo shoot and i was at my ultimate pathetic state. i don't know, i just don't have the mood to take photos so i'm quite sure i'll look ultimately pathetic in the college mag.

and plus plus, i lost my bet with XINGYAO (thought portugal and c.ronaldo would win), so i had to treat him to teh-bing. i was supposed to drink that, but it wasn't meant to be. never mind, we'll bet again. i'll win this time.

yj, don't be too disappointed. just don't give up trying and work harder next time. my case is the same as yours and my teacher even told me that she expected more from me when she was giving back the papers. well, what can i say right?

suddenly realised xy has not been updating this blog frequently. she should be warned.

ps: oh now i know why i have been down on my luck this week. i dreamt about lee hom dying on sunday. the dream was so real that i practically woke up thinking he was really dead. it was an omen. a terribly bad one.


mel unwound the clock to 12:24 PM
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